A few years ago I was on a three-week retreat as part of my seminary training. As the time drew near to go home, I became very anxious.
As I wrestled with God one early morning, I realized that much of my anxiety stemmed from the uncertainty of my future. What was I going to do when I graduated at the end of the year?
I was afraid of a future that I could not see. I was afraid of the dark. As I pleaded with God to give me the plan for the next five years, he refused. Instead, he said “I will lead you step-by-step into your future” (Proverbs 3:5-6).
I wanted the whole future plan. He wanted my daily dependence on him to show me the light of my future.
Not knowing where I am going more than a step at a time is hard for me. I cling to structure and to schedules. They help me feel secure. I easily become afraid of the dark.
I am also a planner and analyzer. I have been doing these things most of my life. They help bring light to the dark. I like to know where I am going.
But God says, “Trust in Me with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding.” (Proverbs 3:5). “Are you serious, God? You mean follow you into the dark only knowing what my next step will be and a general idea of what direction I am heading?”
Yes, God wants to take us by the hand and lead us step-by-step in the future he has planned for us. “I will instruct and teach you in the way you should go” (Psalm 32:8).
He also wants an interactive love relationship with us. He wants to fellowship with us as we boldly follow his light into the darkness of the future. “But if we walk in the light as He Himself is in the light, we have fellowship with one another (1 John 1:7).
And He promises us a good future (Psalm 23; Psalm 27:13-14). He wants to give us “a future and a hope” (Jeremiah 29:11). He wants us to “taste and see that the Lord is good” (Psalm 34:8).
But what do we do with the darkness all around? It’s scary! It’s frightening moving forward without being in control of where we are going. All we have to cling to is the truth that our leader is “compassionate and gracious, slow to anger, abounding in love and faithfulness” (Exodus 34:6 NIV).
May this be enough for us to take the risk of following him step-by-step into the darkness. May we take the risk of counting on, “Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever” (Psalm 23:6 NIV).
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Hi Jake, Alexander, and the other responders,
I appreciate your encouraging comments. The goal of this blog will continue to be to help Chrisitians live the Christianity that they know.
Blessings!
Rich
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